no title blog ^~^

hello all:)
I thought I had long enough to leave this blog. well, besides I was busy, too confused to write anything. I do not understand a hobby of writing. lol!

hmm .. I was surprised with the people who are hobby of writing. in my heart always wondered "what can be inspired by them? I also want to be like that."

argghh! but I'm grateful for everything I have. well, although sometimes I'm jealous with my friends but, on the one hand I was very grateful to have been born to me today (thanks Mom and Dad) ^~^

talk about "envy": almost every day I was jealous of my friends. while at school or church. I always think why I was the weakest among them?? they are all beautiful and smart! but why am I not so?? sometimes I think God is not fair to me. but when night came and I thought, I realized that I was better than them all. God is love, God doesn't want me hard. God always makes me happy. Thank God. I love You so much !!

OPENINGGG loo`

hmm .. This is my first writing in the blog world. honestly, I can`t and don`t like to write. but somehow suddenly appeared in my mind to make this blog and began to write. well, I hope I can enjoy writing after I made this account ^o^

okay .. I'm Helena. I was an ordinary girl who has many flaws (but also has many advantages. lol) I was born by my mom in Bojonegoro, Nov 7th 1993 . TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I don`t want to be born this town. hhiss xD

you know why ?? bcoz I love Europe and U.S. . oso JAPAN x) If I could choose, I want to be born in Europe or U.S. or Japan but with the same parent ^~^ huff~~ but unfortunately it was impossible . but, IT' ME !! HELEN, a girl who likes imagining !!!


:: It's a BIT of my shame >.< ::